Has come now! Well hello and welcome to my journal!

I have to say… I really loved the party the previous weekend. Though I did receive a few questions about certain marks on a certain part of my body. I made it throuuuugh~ A little white lie and the rest was the absolute truth. Ffft. My class isn’t that bad. (:

Though I promise to be more calm and collected next time. I will just stand by and watch ;D But seriously thank you for coming and I really loved all your gifts I still have to take a picture of the beautiful Junjou Romantica poster on my ceiling and I wore my necklace and bow immediately the next day!

I also got my report card of my average grades ‘till now! I only have two failing grades and that’s no wonder because society studies and me do not mix well and German Language.. Well I just had one grade last year, which is only 12.5 percent of the 100 percent total (and that’s not even with my exam. Cause that’s a full 100 percent too which makes it about 7 percent.) so I have this whole year to do my best!

The rest were all pretty good grades! I especially worked hard for History and I am really relieved because it’s just a good card! I think that I will make it through this year after all.

I’m still having a writers block but I stepped up my game and am now going to join a very literate roleplay with about 20/25 people… Lots to read cause they write about 8 paragraphs per post, each paragraph consisting of 8 sentences or so.. I have to get rid of the writers block of 5 months already!



O and I got tagged. Feel my wrath after this

6 things

6 things that I hate the most:

1. Arrogance. Or that high and mighty act.
2. Attention-whores.
3. Being completely lazy with school work and not knowing what to do with my later life.
4. People with absolutely no personality or whatsoever.
5. Cruelty to people or animals who can’t stand up for themselves.
6. Wasps.


6 random facts about me:

1. I can cry. A lot. About the littlest things.
2. I’m actually pretty confident about how I am and what I look like. Can’t stand whiners.
3. I’m pretty much always in for eating. Afterwards I worry about my weight. ;D
4. I’m hypermobile. Meaning; My muscles bend a lot further than “normal” muscles can. Therefore I’m really flexible.
5. I have Apiphobia. ;D
6. My haircolor is pretty rare.


6 songs that I listened to the most this week:

1. Nguyen Xanh Thao - Sad Romance
2. Jun Fukuyama – Gorgeous4u
3. Super Junior – Super Girl
4. Kagamine Rin × Kagamine Len – Trick and Treat
5. Laava – Wherever you are
6. SS501 – Love like this


6 things I can’t or will not do:

1. Kiss someone I don’t like. (friendly or romantically).
2. Be nice or considerate of people I dislike heavily. ‘Normal’ sure. Nice no.
3. Ever befriend anyone again who’s backstabbed or betrayed me.
4. Have anyone look down on me. (Yeah Kell the same.)
5. Act like a person I’m not.
6. Let a discussion go.


6 things I say the most:

1. Fuck (fucking/wtf/facking)
2. Hell yeah/no
3. Noes
4. Jeweet (not my fault. D: )
5. Ik ga sterven (mostly at school)
6. Bitch.

Tag 6 people.

~Ray-girl50, =Neowereld, ~kentajun (it’s payback time ;D), *SayaShinigami, ~Shinitsu, ~7Kimiko7 Just cause you never fill in these sorta things. ;D

And the other tag belonged ~kentajun though it’s simular to the previous one.

Tag 2.

1. Post these rules
2. Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal
4. Go to their pages and send them a message saying that you tagged them
5. No tag-backs

I’ll just do for since I already did six before this one.. See above for further information.

7. When I have gum, mostly a 36 pieces package, it’s gone within half an hour. Do not give it to me. it’ll be gone before you know it.
8. I bite my nails. Been “trying” (read: not) to quit for the past 11/12 years. Yeah it’s that long.
9. I like to kiss. But I won’t do it with anyone. Unless it’s a challenge by someone I like, or it’s because I really_{just say love already}like someone.
10. I was really much of a perfectionist when I was young and pretty shy. Now I’m the opposite.


Continuation of Edit. Here's my post in that roleplay ;D Just wanted to know what you guys think

<sub>A soft voice was whispering through the space of his room while light was shining on him through the window which now had lost the protection of curtains. A thin blanket was his only protection now from the cold outside world or a sibling that just never knew when to mind her own business. Nathaniel opened his mouth for a grunt and gripped the blankets around him just that might tighter while rubbing his face into a soft pillow beneath his head. “Nate.. Time to get up..” Again with the voice and just a mere moment later his protective sheets were pulled away from his body. Groaning the teen rolled over so that his eyes faced bright ocean blue ones filled with a sheer exuberance that he couldn’t comprehend this early in the morning. The rest of the image was blurry but he attempted to regain control of the situation by sitting up and rubbing his eyes.

Slowly the image remained less hazy and there stood Damia with the blankets in her small hands. ”You really should learn to respect my privacy.” With a blunt glance towards his halfnaked body, clad in only a pair of boxers and socks that he hadn’t bothered to take off the previous night, she got the hint and flushed only faintly. “You better be downstairs soon then!” And with the she dashed out of the room leaving Nathaniel all by himself. Stretching himself until his back was in a half circle he got out of bed and looked into the mirror right next to it. With his hands rested on his hips he took quite the feminine stance and he quickly averted his gaze. It was best to take a quick shower before taking off.. Now that he thought about it he wasn’t even sure if his sisters were aware of the fact that he was leaving them for a year. Or perhaps longer because he had no intention of returning during holidays.

”Not that they would mind of course..” His tone was bitter but he was certain of it’s accuracy. That had been proved over these past years. After a quick shower Nathan quickly moved over to his closet to grab the only set of clothes that was lonely lying there. The rest had all been securely packed and though he felt the pang of nervosity in his chest he felt quite relieved to be finally leaving this place. Even if he would never get completely rid of his family situation. Hopefully Aira would keep an eye on Damia and he was certain she could run their business well. It had only taken a mere hour to convince his parents to let him go. Manipulating had been his strong point this time. Once fully dressed he grabbed his suitcase and went down down the stairs. The small bumps of his suitcase hitting the steps barely seemed to bother him but it did attract the attention of his older sister who was peaking around the corner of the living room to see him striding down the stairs. Her grey eyes widened for only the slightest bit before she bowed her head and retreated to the living room again. Apparently, they didn’t know. And while Aira might leave the topic alone until he came forward with it himself, Damia wouldn’t let him off that easily.

Putting down his suitcase he walked into the living room to find both Aira and Damia staring back at him. Within a short moment he realized that perhaps they had been knowing all along by the way Aira looked disappointed and Damia was trembling with something that could only be anger. ”…I’m leaving.” He was only affirming what they had probably been knowing all along. Aira slowly rose from her seat and walked over to him with Damia in her wake. Of all things he could have expected she only looked at him. “Be careful. I’ll take care of everything.” Her smile was a surprise but it meant the world to him now. Before he knew it he felt a pair of arms around his waist and Damia silently muttering, “Tell us next time. And better promise to write me!”

”I promise.” He wrapped his arms around his younger sister and looked Aira in the eye. ”Thank you." With his goodbyes said, a few more hugs shared and more promises made the boy finally took up his suitcase and closed the door behind him. Upon seeing the frowning face of his friend Aiden he quietly chuckled before stepping into the worn down red Nissan after putting his suitcase on the backseat. Aiden said nothing and Nathan did the same all the way down to the Academy. The air was tense between them but Nathan busied himself with watching the trees alongside the road pass by. That all ended when they arrived at the gates of the school and Nathan realized with a small shock that he really had to say goodbye to everything now.

“Listen man,” The boy snapped his head towards his friend who took a huge breath, “If there’s anything wrong. Don’t hesitate to call me yeah?” Nathan smiled at the brunette and extended his hand to play with the brown locks of his head. ”Don’t worry. I’ll make sure to miss you too.” With that he stepped out of the car and getting his luggage from the backseat. He rubbed the back of his neck as he regarded the faint blush Aiden now had on his face, though that blush was probably out of annoyance other than embarrassment. Aiden was straight as a rod. Nathan walked over to him, gave him a manly handshake and smiled ”Don’t tell me you changed sexuality this soon already?”

“A-as if!” The blush deepened and the scowl on his features was set, “Here I am worrying and you probably won’t it at all. Well. I’ll see you.” Nathan’s smile took on a more serious form and he gripped Aiden’s hand tighter. ”Thank you for everything Aiden.” With another goodbye of one of the people he held close Nathan gripped his suitcase and walked over to the reception before picking up a dreaming scent of vanilla. He couldn’t deter where the scent was coming from but the source of it had definitely appeared just before he got here.. “Excuse me may I help you?”

Startled Nathan didn’t know quite how to respond before softly muttering his name. After receiving his papers he took a hold of his luggage and moved upstairs towards the East Wing. Finally upon reaching room number 14, he shakily opened it and the bed didn’t fail to catch his interest. Nathan rose an eyebrow at the sight. ”They want people to sleep together?” It was more of a question than a protest. He was just surprised that was all but now that he looked at the bed it really did look comfortable enough.. And he had been a bit tired from the long ride towards here. Not lingering around any longer he dropped his suitcase and landed on the bed softly before closing his eyes. Not aware that he had a roommate or that that roommate could be entering soon.

</edit> So there it is. ;D There are 36 people in total in this roleplay and they all write more or less like this. Gotta step up my game right? ;D</sub>